Finally met my God-ma for dinner after so long, the last time I saw her was during Confirmation. She's like a little girl really, like my second mom. The weird thing is she's now 58 but so habituated on losing weight!
She's practically one of the two reasons why I even bother about God, Angels And Saints.
The other would be my mom almost died when I was 11.
I told her about Saint Mary's asking us to donate money to contribute to the maintenance of the bloody building during one fine Saturday mass. Yeah I stomped out, I was SUPER mad. Since then I'm too angry and disappointed to even bother to look at it.
She bought me a Celtic Cross, good thing is that she always gets it blessed before she gives it to me. The bracelet Rosary she gave is still in my purse. I don't use it but I love her lots so, yeah it matters.
The next thing she got me for Christmas is a book.
Titled "Making friends". I love her all the same though.
Not the first time I got this book. Once again it's official I'm a LOSER!
I don't understand what's the deal with self-help books. It's bloody common sense and people are in clover out of writing that shit? I mean unless it's sex positions! Fine help with sex life everyone might need that.
It's not a text book. It's a book about it telling you how to live your life! Is the world getting more doltish? Cause really there's a whole section of self-helps in Borders that i pass by to get to the fantasy section.
It's probably the biggest scoff of the century to receive a self-help book. Now somebody should write a book about this...
Friday, December 30, 2005
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Good Hearts, Bad Brains
Everybody has decided to talk about the NKF guy. I shall join in too!
Seems that everyone is mad at him. The way he spends, his royal toilet, his air plane ticket; I had fun listening to the old people at the next table while having lunch.
Old man 1: "Walao leh, he deserves to die"
Old man 2: "Of course! Cheat the whole Nation money leh!"
" " 1: "KNN! Don know why the government never do anything."
" " 2: "Should be one lah, if not the people will complain lah! I know I will loh"
Every year the NKF would have it's charity fund raiser. They would get Millions of dollars and yet the next year there would be another fund raiser. So now the Nation is telling the people who expected this (including me!) that they are so cheated out of their funds. That they earn less than 1 Grand per month and yet out of benevolence, donate as much as possible.
And I got scolded by Miss Chin in secondary 2 for refusing to donate and collect alms for that bloody donation card. Whenever I see it, I would want to cause a fissure.
I stopped feeling pity for the KNF patients early, at age 9.
Why? Come on most of them are so old! Every one has to die! Besides by then they would have nothing to worry about, they would have grandchildren, kids can take care of themselves, probably already have a dead significant other, seen almost everything in the world and would be expecting annihilation. I'd rather die so that a kid can have the money to live.
Give it to the children who have been on earth for less than a few years! Shade those helpless lives who deserve better, who have no fault in getting the disease.
The NKF says they need money every single year because of the exorbitant price. Kidney failure IS NOT the number one cause of death every year. It is cancer (or so I think), so why isn't the cancer foundation getting more money? From what we see on the tube, they have lavishly spent their funds on their environment calling it "comfortable and relaxing" for their patients.
The people have Kidney failure! Going for your treatment is not supposed to be sedative! Even if it was, you still have fucking kidney failure! Go find a altruist for God's Sake so that those who believe in God can get help from him!
Why couldn't they have rather removed all the expensive cushiony pillows and lovely flowers and not spend the money on maintenance of the area to buy more equipment and improve the equipment!
While those who need the environment because they are depressed souls who refuse to go for treatment and are dismayed by pain. Don't go okay? So we don't need to waste time and money on you and save other obliged lives! Since you are so afraid of it die a slow and painful death, hmmm by then you would be too agonized and would want to meet Mr Grim Reaper.Even if you are smart and all you don't appreciate it. So go fucking die.
Leave the indian man be! Sheesh.
Yes "He's human he should feel guilt for taking the money"
But yes He's human he should feel greed too!
I mean yeah he is liable but he did not take the money without asking what-so-ever. Find the board of people in charge of the coinage! Blame yourself for not thinking twice! Come on' I'm racist to the extent as well okay.
Yes philistine whatever you would call it. Stop complaining already!
Nevertheless I look forward to the day someone goes to jail.
Seems that everyone is mad at him. The way he spends, his royal toilet, his air plane ticket; I had fun listening to the old people at the next table while having lunch.
Old man 1: "Walao leh, he deserves to die"
Old man 2: "Of course! Cheat the whole Nation money leh!"
" " 1: "KNN! Don know why the government never do anything."
" " 2: "Should be one lah, if not the people will complain lah! I know I will loh"
Every year the NKF would have it's charity fund raiser. They would get Millions of dollars and yet the next year there would be another fund raiser. So now the Nation is telling the people who expected this (including me!) that they are so cheated out of their funds. That they earn less than 1 Grand per month and yet out of benevolence, donate as much as possible.
And I got scolded by Miss Chin in secondary 2 for refusing to donate and collect alms for that bloody donation card. Whenever I see it, I would want to cause a fissure.
I stopped feeling pity for the KNF patients early, at age 9.
Why? Come on most of them are so old! Every one has to die! Besides by then they would have nothing to worry about, they would have grandchildren, kids can take care of themselves, probably already have a dead significant other, seen almost everything in the world and would be expecting annihilation. I'd rather die so that a kid can have the money to live.
Give it to the children who have been on earth for less than a few years! Shade those helpless lives who deserve better, who have no fault in getting the disease.
The NKF says they need money every single year because of the exorbitant price. Kidney failure IS NOT the number one cause of death every year. It is cancer (or so I think), so why isn't the cancer foundation getting more money? From what we see on the tube, they have lavishly spent their funds on their environment calling it "comfortable and relaxing" for their patients.
The people have Kidney failure! Going for your treatment is not supposed to be sedative! Even if it was, you still have fucking kidney failure! Go find a altruist for God's Sake so that those who believe in God can get help from him!
Why couldn't they have rather removed all the expensive cushiony pillows and lovely flowers and not spend the money on maintenance of the area to buy more equipment and improve the equipment!
While those who need the environment because they are depressed souls who refuse to go for treatment and are dismayed by pain. Don't go okay? So we don't need to waste time and money on you and save other obliged lives! Since you are so afraid of it die a slow and painful death, hmmm by then you would be too agonized and would want to meet Mr Grim Reaper.Even if you are smart and all you don't appreciate it. So go fucking die.
Leave the indian man be! Sheesh.
Yes "He's human he should feel guilt for taking the money"
But yes He's human he should feel greed too!
I mean yeah he is liable but he did not take the money without asking what-so-ever. Find the board of people in charge of the coinage! Blame yourself for not thinking twice! Come on' I'm racist to the extent as well okay.
Yes philistine whatever you would call it. Stop complaining already!
Nevertheless I look forward to the day someone goes to jail.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Behind The Cash And Sex
After my hectic and prosaic pile of paper work and paper shredding. I sat down and read the paper. Yesterday's Today paper? Not sure.
Came across an article about taxi-drivers picking up customers whose destination are hotels with 2-hour rates. Old uncles with their China girlfriends to older man with girls in school uniforms and sometimes the occasional little boy and 'tai-tai's.
Why this was entered in the paper? I haven't the slightest idea! No one cares about the difference in age-gaps between sex partners. Some have to earn a living, it is still honest.
Think about mothers cheated out of their hearts by men (yeah no doubt it is their fault for getting cheated in the first place) who have to work here alone to support their child. They can take jobs sweeping the floor and shit, by the time they reach home they are much to exhausted to take care and nuture the child. Others may feel since they are already so 'cheap', they might as well make use of their bodies for fast cash. I don't believe that moaning, putting their asses in the air, faking an orgasm and washing themselves free from whatever irksome substances is that arduous.
As for little girls in the red light business, it is their problem! They want material things and they have their ways. Everyone judges and they don't care.
I just passed by Hotel 81 along Little India (If I'm not wrong) filled with love hotels of all sorts while traveling to the shipyard from one of the workshops. It's actually quite picturesque and all and mighty artistic, pictures taken there would be vivid. If you think it another way, it's not just for an old man's pleasure but rather witnessing the many women of all sorts providing services for money like a pity and yet majestic.
The scenes of pretty faces putting on false smiles with broken hearts and invisible tears. Along with those who just luxuriate in what they do and make use of it.
Came across an article about taxi-drivers picking up customers whose destination are hotels with 2-hour rates. Old uncles with their China girlfriends to older man with girls in school uniforms and sometimes the occasional little boy and 'tai-tai's.
Why this was entered in the paper? I haven't the slightest idea! No one cares about the difference in age-gaps between sex partners. Some have to earn a living, it is still honest.
Think about mothers cheated out of their hearts by men (yeah no doubt it is their fault for getting cheated in the first place) who have to work here alone to support their child. They can take jobs sweeping the floor and shit, by the time they reach home they are much to exhausted to take care and nuture the child. Others may feel since they are already so 'cheap', they might as well make use of their bodies for fast cash. I don't believe that moaning, putting their asses in the air, faking an orgasm and washing themselves free from whatever irksome substances is that arduous.
As for little girls in the red light business, it is their problem! They want material things and they have their ways. Everyone judges and they don't care.
I just passed by Hotel 81 along Little India (If I'm not wrong) filled with love hotels of all sorts while traveling to the shipyard from one of the workshops. It's actually quite picturesque and all and mighty artistic, pictures taken there would be vivid. If you think it another way, it's not just for an old man's pleasure but rather witnessing the many women of all sorts providing services for money like a pity and yet majestic.
The scenes of pretty faces putting on false smiles with broken hearts and invisible tears. Along with those who just luxuriate in what they do and make use of it.
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