School is becoming bitchier and bitchier and it's still no consolation that the Mid-Term break is just next week although only for one week. I think I would have to spend hours trying to understand the load of information overload they have been feeding us for several weeks now.
And I am tired, just so fucking pricky tired.
After school Pearl, Shawn and I stayed back to finish at least the bulk load of calculations of my Accounting project. Previously it seemed to me as a 3 hour long essay question, obviously I had under-estimated the work needed to be put in. Plus I have an essay due the following Monday and I don't feel inspired enough to write two thousand over words for a topic which I feel under educated about and insufficiently abled to be educating myself about over the internet and over a truck load of journals.
I found myself drinking alone and studying statistics at Caesars. It felt good to be back in some place familiar in all this uncertainty. Once again cosmic forces have reminded me that my life will always be the ever exclusive uncertainty equation and I am an ever lasting quantum atom. (Bleah, I think I forgot the physics in that already)
Anyway I think I might be going back to working there, just to use up my time and earn a few bucks on the side whilst doing something brainless and yet fun.
I hate my life now.
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