I can't stand myself for having all these ideas but not having the energy to carry them out true and true. Though I am fortunate enough to get enough energy blasts to complete everything I've set out to, I'm incredibly tired - physically and mentally and unfortunately my energy well seems to be drying out.
Again, (not even after a year yet) I'm standing at a cross-road and breaking out pros VS. cons charts at another life decision.
Meanwhile, I'm honestly not doing much for what's left of a social life; although I miss the nights of head banging and senseless jumping while there's something running through my systems. I quite miss my addictive addict self.
Even more, my ticking time-bomb self ready so explode and live young and free anytime at all.
Again, (not even after a year yet) I'm standing at a cross-road and breaking out pros VS. cons charts at another life decision.
Meanwhile, I'm honestly not doing much for what's left of a social life; although I miss the nights of head banging and senseless jumping while there's something running through my systems. I quite miss my addictive addict self.
Even more, my ticking time-bomb self ready so explode and live young and free anytime at all.
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